If my f e a t h e r s could speak volumes ..
can I bring you out to accept me?
If miracles waited all their lives ..
would you want to see through to the end?
Walkingaway fromthe things I adore ..
if truth was a sign,
can I escape the tragedy I endure?
Pattern isn't in my veins ..
Fathering my beliefs ..
gathering moss for my frustration ..
floating irrationally without fruition.
What hole can give me a light?
goodness could breathe me my morphine ..
but my fears idle me to tears ..
forcing me to begin alone.
Couldn't see you there ..
were you believing in something?
After eating my hopes into your selfishness ..
Ca
Depression sat firmly,
ingrained in the fibers of the stomach,
heavy as iron yet twice as dense,
sat that firm, black sadness.
Said the brother to his sister -
equally, they carried their burden,
said he, "You are the earth below my feet,
without you, I would fall without end."
Said the sister to her brother -
with a sad, weak smile,
said she, "And you, the air I breathe,
without you, I would suffocate."
So silence gripped them tight,
steadily it held to their bodies,
vice-like yet twice as potent,
gripped that tight, speechless moment.
Said the sister to her brother -
eyes shining with tears,
said she, "You are my ever-chan
What fuels you?
Being at the pinnacle of flight?
Or fostering an incomplete storm?
Maybe it's a guess ..
But then who am I?
Where is home?
On a listless web?
Or believing in l e f t o v e r s?
Maybe it's a guess ..
But then who am I?
What do you believe?
S m o o t h s u r f a c e s o n t h e w a v e s?
Or breathing in pain and p e a c e?
Maybe it's a guess ..
But then who am I?
A prison of my times .. and a paradise of yours .. but are you still listening to my echoes through your pulsations?
We could share ourselves through these wires .. but can you touch me without f l i n c h i n g?
With tangibility always the question .. answers ridicule my clumsy efforts to c r a w l out of this corner ..
Guilty of facing my back on hope .. it would still smile politely understanding what I really mean.
When we pushed through the blizzard .. we believed in what we couldn't see ..
but I fell out of your shadows and let myself breathe in my selfishness ..
When THEY take control of you .. let them in to give you those las