I will not regret
Will never give into fate
Nor shall I falter

Won’t admit failure
Considering defeat is not an option
Been push to the edge

On the verge of oblivion
All pressure been place on me
Negative ideas blinding my chances

All hope seem out of grasp
I…I lost haven’t I
Then I hear this calling

I see nothing but illusions
My feelings are in a struggle
Can exactly say what is left

Or which path to choose
And were it leads
Then I hear it again

This calling
Trying to soothe my soul
Telling me I lost today but the always another day

But only if I don’t collapse on this day
I may have lost something today
Maybe even to the point of no recovery

Yet there are things still to consider
Maybe this was not meant for me
Or I have been blind to reality

I want to believe it so

I will be thrown into depression and sadness
But I already been there
It is nothing new to me

Can’t go back then I will give new a chance

Maybe this is my calling